No More Running

With the end of track past and no more training for the rest of the season, this has presented itself with a whole new chance for me to do something. Now untill I find out what to do with that exrta time i just go home early and have extra time to do some homework. Being home early means that I am the only one home for about two hours or so. And with those to hours that I have i get a chance to thing and catch a little nap. Well today was something was one of those days that was nothing I really expected. I recived a letter from someone that entered my life a year ago. He showed up for a not so good reason but he helped me get to a better place then I was then he showed up. Now i am sitting reading his letter and thinking about why I stopped seeing him in a long time, the only good reason is that I thought that I was back to normal and ok to go. And becasue of things that go on in my everyday life, that seem to keep happening and now even most recently, I am not a good that I think. Now I am hopeing that I can get thought everything on my own, but still would it be ok that I use this crutch again or will I ever learn on my own? Oh well that about it, now I am going to try and catch some sleep for my ACTs tomorrow.