Second

I have been looking at some old race results this afternoon and was tracking my times. I know that I have been getting better but just about every year I seem to hit this barrier that i cant really get through. And the next year I shatter that time, sometimes just by a second or two, but other years I shatter it by a bunch of seconds. The one thing that I just cant figure out is what stops me from not hitting that wall every year. After spending Friday night up in Boulder, I realized a few things. I dont always go for that new faster time, not even thinking about it i freak myself out of hitting that faster time. I know my legs can go faster i am just afraid, not really sure why, it just happens. Once I figured that out I looked a few other parts of my life and saw that I did freaked myself out there too. So this weekend will be my real last chance to prove myself, to on one else but my myself, that I can go for what I really want.